Ryan Lee

Ryan Lee: Entering ‘the Life,’ after death

While waves of celebrity deaths have washed across Hollywood the past few years, a new trend involving the bygone rich-and-famous has emerged at the dawn of 2018: gay ghosts. The surviving peers of deceased sta...
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Ryan Lee: Sex with porn stars

I used to think more porn actors, per capita, frequented the LA Fitness I worked out at than any gym in America, and now I feel similarly about my neighborhood grocery store. While that might reinforce Atlanta'...
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Ryan Lee: When I almost joined a cult

On my way out of the kingdom of God, I did a little trolling for Jesus. My final burst of religiosity occurred around the same time I was fully accepting my homosexuality, and I was determined to not let the la...
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Ryan Lee: The filthiest bath

The last death of 2017 hit me the hardest: the closure of Man's Country in Chicago, which took my bathhouse virginity in 1999. The news wasn't entirely unexpected; based on my last visits, it was as shocking as...
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Ryan Lee: Scanning the different sounds of silence

I once was driving through rural Kentucky, pressed the scan button on the car radio and for the first time felt the totality of nothingness. The few seconds of dead air as the digital numbers cycled the dial wi...
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Ryan Lee: The gift of rejection: a Christmas story

In the early hours of last Christmas, as the crowd at Bulldogs was exiting onto Peachtree Street and Santa was approaching Hawaii, I programmed into my phone the number of a handsome guy with whom flirtatious g...
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Ryan Lee: Boys in the barbershop

Having been single for all of this decade, my closest and most enduring relationships with other men have been with my barbers. This is not uncommon, as there are few platonic relationships more intimate than b...
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Ryan Lee: The other side of #metoo

I don't fully understand trigger warnings and have therefore usually mocked them, but I feel the need to state upfront that this column addresses childhood rape, and is written from the perspective of the child...
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Ryan Lee: The hidden costs of ‘quarantine’

McGill University is a proud Montreal institution which, according to Wikipedia, "counts among its alumni 12 Nobel laureates and 142 Rhodes Scholars." And then there's Georgia Rep. Betty Price, who tried to und...